I need a mircle.

I've gone for too long, living like I'm not alive, so when this memory fades, I'm gonna make sure its replaced, with chances taken and hope embraced. I've learned to run from things that are uncomfortable and tied down my pains, so that no one ever has to know that inside I am broken. I try to patch things up again to count my tears and face my fears. I just need this pain to end right here, right now. The only time I get to smile now is when I'm with friends, only because they put my mind at ease and let's me forget for a while. On tuesday, I was in a complete rut and I don't know why but I couldn't hide it no matter how much I wanted to.

hi

My first blogg, zomgg, I think I'll talk about my day today :) I woke up at 230pm and that was like the first time I ever woke up soo late, kinda disappointed in myself for that. Mostly stayed home and played Fire Emblem the whole day, I kinda grew addicted to the game...But afterwards Tony came by to pick me up and we wanted to go play pool after he did some errand. When we got to the place, to play it was packed so we left and got some KFC. I got one of those famous bowls, it was allright, you can tell they didn't put effort in making it cause it was empty and late. But after went home and here I am :D