Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Maybe its not my weekend, but its gonna be my year.
Have you ever felt like that the problems that you are facing right now, are gonna be what matters the most in your life. I hate feeling that way. Even though you know that the future is gonna change everything, you just can't help but feel that way. Sometimes it feels like life is going no where you want it to and that it never will and you're never gonna get what you want,even though the things you want keep changing. I always try to reassure myself about things like that and sure, it makes me feel better for a small amount of time. So what I do is try to live life differently and occupy myself with other things, so it gets my mind off things. But when I'm at an all time low, whenever, all those emotions pour out and I just can't stop it. I start thinking too much, and I think its just a terrible thing. Of course I know that life will change sooner or later but right now it just feels like everything is dull and its just gonna stay the same and I will never learn from my past and just let it repeat itself constantly. All of this reassuring does not last long but they help for the time being. But the only way I think to move on is to find something or someone new to attract to and always show that you are strong.
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I feel you broskii. If you want to switch it up you needa find something new to attract you. It seems like history is inevitable and just follows you around. No matter what you do, its always there behind you, in front of you, on your side and in your mind. You needa get out more often kidddd. We needa chill before you leave. Maybe you been thinking like this because you haven't gone out enough lately. I'm in the same situation. Feeling shitty inside and letting history repeat itself. Even though, I thought distancing myself would help me, it really didn't kinda. Just find a way to cheer up dude. Hate to see you like this. Peaceee
ReplyDeleteyeah problems are always constantly building up, its to you to face it and learn to coop with it. life should never be expected, i mean we should all learn that by now...considering everything that has happened to us, individual problems.
ReplyDeleteits hard to forget something and worst its hard to let go if theres always something in us holding on. i guess its nice to always have someone there for you to talk or listen if anything.
i kind of disagree with the last part, but then what do i know, its my opinion.
you dont need to learn from your past, just learn to accept it for whats been done. the past is the past, we cant change it, but we can change the future and live the present. why linger in the past and let it continue into your present and your future. live life as it is dustin, so much more to life than holding on to a mistake in the past.